my life for the past five days.

I haven't slept for more than three hours a night since the night before I became the future Mrs. TJ Bargeron. I've been staying up until two or three in the morning only to crawl in the bed and wake up every ten or so minutes. Each time I wake up, the same thing always happens: my eyes pop open, I ask myself "Am I really getting married?!?!?!", I quickly glance down at my left ring finger just to make sure (proof is important, you know), I answer myself with a "YES!!!!", and then I close my eyes with a ginooooormous smile on my face. Rinse and repeat. Okay, well maybe not the rinse part but definitely the repeat.

For all of you who thought I was an excited person before, you should see me now. I am wide-eyed and bushy-tailed ALL. THE. TIME. And I LOVE it! My favorite part of the whole thing has been Teesh's excitement, though. Every time we talk on the phone (which is, quite frankly, every twenty-ish minutes), he always greets me by saying "Hey! You're my fiancé!" and then continues on to ask me about all the planning I've done.

And on that note, I just have to say that it is SUCH a blessing to be marrying a man who genuinely cares about the wedding. He always tells me that he wants whatever I want (which is what we ladies like to hear), but he doesn't just leave it at that. He wants to know everything. And he's legitimately just as excited as I am! Okay, I lied. There is NO ONE as excited as me right now, but he is definitely the second most excited person. His interest in the planning and preparation stage of the wedding tells me a whoooole lot, but one there's one thing in particular that gives me so much joy: if he's this attentive now, that means he'll just just as (if not more) attentive to our marriage. I'm telling you right now, TJ Bargeron will be the best husband in the entire world. No one will ever love me better than that goofy-grinned giant. And that's something I will never take for granted. :)

step into my office.

why yes, I am only three bullet-points away from being two months ahead of schedule.

just give me a few more weeks and the whole thing will be planned and organized to a t.

fact: it is SO much fun labeling my emails under the "WEDDING!" tab.

p.s. Who can guess what tomorrow is? :)